I realized something about crying. Okay this isn't exactly light-hearted reading material... but anyway. Continuing. I used to cry quite a bit, but my emotions seemed to have changed. Need more explanation. Continuing. In the past, I cry even before I felt a lot of sadness. But now, it seems like... -a lot of emotions gathering in the mind and the heart -->  heart feels really really heavy --> and then a piece of my heart breaks through and the tears just fall. Very close description of what happens. These days a lot of pieces of my heart keep falling through... but it feels really really therapeutic to cry though. Yes seems sadistic but... I really haven't cried for damn long. Maybe the last time I really cried in the heartbreakingly + satisfying sort was during results announcement for SYF. Thereafter, every cry doesn't seem satisfying enough.. I don't ever feel like I used up all my tears. What a sad post. Okay. It probably is because of my playlist. Why you keep playing sad songs. :(