After all it is JUST mid terms.
But. I just feel uncomfortable with all these.
I already know my stuff.
After 10 hours of cramming and revising and repeating - I know my stuff.
But somehow when you ask me,
I can't get it out.
It is just this unexplainable amount of stress
Hopefully by writing it out here it'll ease me a little bit
But maybe it's the lack of sleep that's driving me insane
Correction: Not lack of sleep
It's bad quality sleep.
Dreams, nightmares.
Running in the streets, hiding.
I don't even know what I'm hiding from in those dreams.
Why do I even have to hide?
Paranoia. Guilt. That's the constant feeling throughout, unexplainable paranoia.
I need to concentrate.
I can, but only at the expense of sleep.
I concentrate best at memorizing when I don't have enough sleep
But I can't do exams without sleeping
I'm not making any sense.
Good night.
Sometimes I just wish.
Okay nvm.
xoxo
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