Some days I get pissed, some days I get mad.
I wonder WHY THE FUCK am I letting myself down this way.
When was the first time I swear I'm going to move out ASAP?
Like what, 14? And this year I'm turning 21 already and my bank account hovers little more than 4k????  FML. Why am I doing this to myself?

It's either I'm neutral or I hate my existence in here.
The only time I'm welcomed is when I'm contributing, or I'm doing housework.
Nobody appreciates my presence.
No, they don't like it when I try to cheer things up. When I try to be involved. When I try to be concerned about them.
Well then that's it.
If you don't cherish me, I won't be a fucking eyesore to you, would I?
I'm not so thick-skinned or patient.
My patience is OUT. I'm OUT.
If you hate me, I'll make sure you will never see me.
And, one day, I'll make sure you will never ever fucking see me.
Not even when you want to.
Although I doubt you want to.

Guess what, you can't but admit that I'm the most independent and capable of you lot.
Sure, I don't hanker after rich guys. I don't fucking take the easy way out.
I prefer to rely on the substance in me.
I don't fucking build my self-worth on the size of the bank account of my husband.
That, you can't deny.
So what if your IQ is higher than mine (which is BY THE WAY, unproven)? Your EQ by any standard is lower. So is your independence, capability - compared to at my age or at present time, by any comparison means.
I don't flaunt it in your face, do I?
Fuck you, learn humility.